Tuesday, March 25, 2014

MY FRIEND WHO IS NOT A POET

Photo by S. Auberle

MY FRIEND WHO IS NOT A POET 

for Lucha

says she wants birds and water
and green grass
because it's been a long winter

she wants warm dirt and stars
because it's been cold and dark
and coyotes just because

and marsh marigolds
for sure says my friend
who is not a poet

the one whose lines I steal
because she never uses them twice
just casually tosses them out there

and goes on her way
words falling like blossoms
into my outstretched hands

no this is not my backyard this year...but soon I hope



Friday, March 21, 2014

A LOVE POEM

Photo by S. Auberle

A LOVE CENTO 

after it has been winter for half a year
benign and dozy from our gluttonies

your pastel maps lie open on the counter
i am sitting in the blue chair listening to stillness

this    we say    is our life—watched over
allowed to go where we want

it hardly matters, what time of year
nothing can stop our tenderness
                         ~  Mimi
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for those of you who are unfamiliar with a cento, it is simply a collection of lines--only one from each poet, and then combined in a new way.  Yes, this is an actual form, not just plagiarism!

Sunday, March 02, 2014

Soul Talk

"Cathedral" by S. Auberle"

SOUL TALK

So as my birth day approaches, I am thinking about Soul.  I am a Pisces.  Supposedly, we Pisceans are the old souls of the Zodiac.  I could not possibly feel less like an old soul.  Rather a baby soul, or toddler at best.  And the older I get, the less wise I feel.  Not that I ever did feel wise, but in some youthful time I felt a small understanding, or so it seemed, about who we are, why we're here, where we're going.  No more.   

For some time I've been curious as to whether this mystical part of us ages as we do.  Does it get tattered, rusty, torn and stained?  Does it start out tiny and then grow as we do, put on weight, grow tall, encompass canyons, as Edward Abbey believed?  I find it a great mystery that as a child, when I supposedly knew nothing of the soul, I would only fall asleep at night if I lay on my side and covered the above eye with my hand, because somehow I believed an important part of me would escape, through my eye, as I slept, and wing its way out into vast darkness.  Where did I get that idea?  And I pictured this part, oddly enough, as a sort of crest or coat-of-arms.  Now I have two thoughts about the image of my soul--as that of a very tall and light filled young replica of me, in a long flowing white dress, or a beautiful white mare.  These images come from two different dreams I once had.  In the first, I saw the tall woman at the end of a hall, walking toward me, with great love and acceptance in her eyes.  We met in the darkness and began to dance, and I have never felt so loved.  The other dream I remember vividly as well-- I am standing on the narrow ledge of a mountain, holding the bridle of a white horse.  The odd part of this dream is that the horse and I seem to be floating through space on this ledge, for out beyond is only darkness and stars and planets.  Yet I am not afraid in the least. 

I don't know what the soul is for sure, and certainly don't expect to know in this lifetime.  And that's okay.  What I am certain of is that we all have one.  And I suspect that we are not alone, that the crooked old apple tree out in my yard and the small brown rabbit under it have one too.  And the ancient sequoia and clear winding rivers and muddy ones too and a salty gray and yellow rock I picked up on the ocean's edge might have one as well.  In the end, of course, it doesn't matter.   I may not see my soul, but she lets me know now and then that she is there…and I am grateful.

there is a small postscript to this entry.  In typing the above words, I of course did it all in one font, size, color, etc.  I saved it, and went into another room to print a different piece, which I opened on top of this one.  When I had finished with the printing, I closed that piece and re-opened this one, only to find that the last paragraph had changed color, font, size, changed to BOLD and was centered--the paragraph which ends with "I may not see my soul, but she lets me know now and then that she is there...and I am grateful."  I had NOT touched the keyboard, and it was in a font I never use, and in blue...